online

i met a girl online its only been a few days since we met but i dont know we seem so well matched i rely feel that i like her but gahhhhhh i dont know this coupled with the relief of not having any serious health problems i cant seem to stop thinking of her when im alone and im checking my email more often than i normally do in hopes to see a message and last night we chatted live for the first time and she was even more awesome than i thought this is the first girl of realy felt anything towards a giel aside from the occasional crush in elementary and middle school but since then i sort of figured i was emotionally asexual (if thats a thing)online and completely asexual offline (ive had girls try to ask me out and despite being good looking i just kind of ignored their advances) i've only had hetero (bi if you count traps) physical attractions online but nothing where i felt disappointed when i dont hear anything from her in more than 12 hours

fuck i just dont know this is new territory for me

FUCK im a hardcore gamer but i just feel so board with everything i have after talking to her and just want to wait for her next reply she is a bit on the big side but good looking granted ive only really seen her face but im pretty indiffrent to looks
not that any one reads any of this im just board