good news

my tests came back normal they say it might have just been high cholestrol
it was a very stressful few hours untill my defensive mechanism kicked in "its out of my control might as well not worry about it until i can do something about it"
in fact i live by 2 ideals
1 i got noting better to do
friend: "lets go start a bar fight"
me:"i got noting better to do tonight"
-wana watch some gay porn
- sure y not
im so indifferent lol (it pisses alot of people off for some reason)

2 i cant do anything about it
fox news:"2012 is coming were all going to die"
me: bring it
fox but arnt you scared
me nope i cant do shit about it if it happens it happens
anoter personalty trait that pisses alot of people off laze fare "leave it be' (is it the same as indifference?)