atheism

yes im atheist  but as you can tell by my last post i made a conscious choice to become atheist i didn't one day wake up and say im atheist  over a few years  (after my mother died) i started asking questions my religion couldn't answer (became agnostic christian) then i started doing research into other religions but asking similar questions that had answers but ones i didn't like very much not because they were hard to hear but because they didn't fallow any form of logic but as i continued to search to find a replacement religion (the Unitarian universalist  church helped a lot) out of my search i found only 2 religions i liked 1 Wicca 2 Buddhism 

Wicca has a very good moral code and laws a witch must fallow (although the magik aspect i find bogus) all in all a very nice religion that worships nature more than the godess (well the godess is everything in nature)

Buddhism has always been a nice religion  very peaceful  but it can be a bit i dont know how to say it it just dosent suite me

after about 3 years of looking for another religion i gave up (i could write a list of all the religions i researched but im too lazy to wright that much) and renounced all religion. i actually cried for about 30 minutes when i finally made this decision and to this day i still dont know why(maybe it was because that was a big change in my life that i knew i would never be the same after) i have turned to science although it cant answer all my questions it have answered quite a few and all of them in a logical manner with evidence of why